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Opisyal na kalahok sa patimpalak ni Iya_Khin

Maraming salamat sa pagbabasa.

SALAMAT PO.

D”N

The things aren’t over…

 

In the deepest soul of my heart,

is a burden I long to confess,

I was so immature to blamed the circumstances

and blinded to realized that through the years

nothing has seems to change with me.

I am still and always will

in denial and proclaiming myself

as a happy man,

but the truth is I am still a prisoner of the past

So scared to move on and terrified to go along,

I have been like this for quite some times,

forcing myself to believe that I am already a freeman,

free from sorrows and hatreds,

but somehow I was wrong.

I was claiming that the glory is mined

and that the victory must be celebrated,

I was boastful and arrogant to speak out loud

that I am indeed a happy man already and at last.

but then I found myself again

sitting in the corner longing for her kisses and love,

her warmed smell and eyes,

her looks, her presence and sense of humors,

she’s just irresistible and hard to forget.

Many times I have tried to fought this feeling,

but yet I am still weak,

weak as a newly born child,

there is nothing I can do but to give up,

let her win is all that I see and knew,

and again she would laugh,

she’ll walks away and never come back,

damn I am crying again.

Until.

“AL!!!! Ala Sais na… gising kana…malate kana… alarm clock mo, tumitilaok na naman.”

Then I realized….

F**k I am dreaming again.

I could write a hundred of this or perhaps thousands,

for once in a while I am still dreaming about her,

promise I have moved on

and have forgiven myself for loving her too much,

but still I am drowning in her love

every time I met her in my dreams,

I just wanna be free,

Totally free.

“I REMEMBER THE GIRL (BUT I DON'T REMEMBER THE FEELING ANYMORE)”

That’s all for me now. Thanks you..

D"N

Suddenly

Suddenly
Everything changed
So as I

it's just a simple phrase
but deeper in meaning

Suddenly

Everything changed

So as I

It shows that

the only certain is certainty

Suddenly

Everything changed

So as I

I thought I wont be

but I did

Suddenly

Everything changed

So as I

I must move forward

while looking backward

Suddenly

Everything changed

So as I

Thank you for reading.

D"N

In love again

In love again

I can’t believe that I have you…

Though we have passed through many challenges

I can’t believe that you are mine

Thought we have cruised a rocky road

I can’t believe that we reached this far

Though we have fight and argued many things

I can’t believe that we are still together

Thought we have faced many difficulties

Whenever I take you in my arms

I fall in love again

Whenever you are near

I still don’t know what to say

Whenever I’m with you

My happiness is complete

Whenever I kiss you

I know what does life really mean.

Whenever I woke up

I always realized that I was only dreaming.

Girl where are you

Are you still coming back?

Please tell me so

Because I am willing to wait.

Eklabuz Kimpertuz

My Angel

Thanks Gugel for the photo....Edited by me...




My Angel




She’s like an angel
That falls from the sky
Into your soul
To captivate your heart


Truly GOD has sent her
To make you fall in love
To a real beauty
Both inside and out


She’s lovelier than the night
Brighter than the stars
She’s prettier than moon
That light up the earth


Her looks could take your heart away
Her lips could seduce your mind
She is more than any mans dream
For she is an angel

~End~

It's Complicated

I was so bored and I got nothing to do here in my office, so decided to post another entry for my blog, hope you like it, some times life is too complicated to handle, that is why the title of this poem is complicated, read and you shall understand.

Complicated

AL Diwallay

I think I like her
She thinks I’m crazy
I think she’s nice
She thinks I’m lazy
I think we could be a good partner
She thinks I can’t be trusted
I think we’ll be happy together
She thinks I will just play around

Well I am late for work
And she rush through the Station
I stand in line and buy my MRT ticket
She sat down and look outside the window
As I enter the train
She saw me
She was suppose to ignore me
But I smiled at her

And she said she’ll ignore me for life
And I said I will love her for the
rest of my life
And she said she’ll hate me more than
life
And I said I'm gonna take care of
you with my whole life

Oh how much I wanted to be with her
She always goes in different direction
She’s always on my mind
And she always tells me to stop
following her

I love her

She loves him

He loves the other girl

The other girl loves another guy

Oh man... what else do we want

~the end~

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My Valentine Entry

Ok this is my Valentines Entry for this year, and since this is my first time to do this, I want to share out to you one nice and simple story of my life. I’ve been planning not to make any entry about my love life or Valentine, but I think I just can’t, after all this is blogging and there are no rules in writing.

Nyehehehe!!

Ok here we go.

I hope you like.

Title

“SHE”

I met her way back when I was in college

She’s so nice, pretty and smart.

Easy to be with.

Funny and has a sense of humor.

I can still remember her smile.

Her looks.

Her eyes.

The way she laugh.

And the way she tells a thing.

I can still remember the first time I saw her

She is running around.

Trying to catch something.

I was standing at the corner when she passed by.

I said “Hello Miss”

And she replied “Hello din”

A semester later, we became friends

Classmates and seatmates.

Indeed, she was so smart.

She’s our class president,

As well as in our Org.

One day, we went to this resort

Where our love story begun

I told her, I like her

She glanced me with her beautiful smile

She said that she might like me

“IF” I will be a good boy.

“Hmmmm” am I not a good boy?

That’s what I told her.

She smiled again and said

“just continue to do so”

To make the story short

We became lovers

We became best of friends

We became partners in crime

Most of all,

We became an ideal  sweet couple.

We’re always together

We have shared a lot of laughter’s and tears

Joys and sorrows

Sunny and rainy days

Together we discovered the world

Together we discovered our difference

Together we discovered our self

Together we discovered who really we are

I’ve learned so much from her

And she have learned so much from me

She taught me a lot of things

And I taught her a lot of things either

We are almost perfectly compatible for each other

Except for “one thing”

I am a Muslim and she is a Christian

And the people around us kept us apart

And I don’t know why?

For almost nine years we've been together
We’ve fought for each other
We’ve tried to explained
We’ve tried to showed to the world that we love each other
Until she met this one Handsome man
She fell in love with this guy
After almost nine years she tells me
she’s braking up with me


I asked her “why?”
She said
He is sincere
Responsible
Nice
And most of all “CHRISTIAN”
Damn! God ALLAH knows how much she broke my heart
Everybody saw me how much I cried for her
Everybody knows how much I’ve tried to fight for her
But it didn’t worked


And now,
she’s gone,
with that handsome man


It’s been two years now
But the pain is still real
God knows how much I’ve loved and missed that girl
The GIRL that once mine.

Amen

~~~~~~~~~~the~end~~~~~~~~~~

"PARA KAY TOL"

(Sinulat ito ng isang espesyal na kaibigan....
si Tol... isang babaeng nakilala ko sa isang
liblib na lugar sa Robinson Equiptable Tower
ng Ortigas noong January 2006....
Tol ang tawagan namin.)

"Para kay Tol"

Mahimbing ang tulog sa malamig na gabi;
Nang biglang may tumunog sa akong tabi;
"Umaga na ba? ang aking nasabi
Kinapa ang cellphone na may pag aatubili.
Kinuha ko ang cellphone at ito ay tinitigan;
Habang tumutogtog ito'y pinakikinggan;
Hanggang sa maisipin na ito'y sagutin na lamang.
Magkahalong asar at antok ang aking naramdaman.
"Ba't napatawag anon gang dahilan?
Tanong ko sa tumatawag na aking kaibigan,
Ala daw magawa at nangaasar lang
Si Tol, Abnormal, Aldisher ang pangalan.
Alam kong may problema kahit di nya sabihin
Kahit tumatawa sya at nagbibiro sa akin
Makalipas ang ilang minuto, sinabi nya rin
Tungkol sa pamilya, sa kanya at mga saloobin.

Naalala ko noong una ko syang Makita
Nakaputing polo at may lalaking kasama
Sa tingin ko ay kaibigan namalapit sa kanya
Ngunit ang sabi ko, "Jowa mo ba sya?
Hangang sa kami ay tawagin
Para sa interview namin
Natawa ako ng kanyang baybayin
Sa harap ng interviewer ang napakahaba nyang salaysayin.
Sya pala si aldisher na isang muslim
Makulit, pandak at mejo maitim,
Mejo mayabang din sa unang tingin
Pero sa pangalawa at pangatlong tingin,-- mayabang pa rin.

Mabilis lumipas ang ilang buwan
Hanggang sya ay maging malapit kong kaibigan
At bigyan sya ng pagsubok na mahirap lampas an
At saksi ako sa bawat oras ng kanyang kalungkutan.
Nakasanayan na atang tumawag kapag may problema
At naksanayan ko na rin ang makinig sa kanya
Damayan pag sya ay may probleama,
At samahan tuwing nag-iisa

Madalas sa starmall kami magkita
Para magpaturo ng pagmamagic sa baraha
Minsan sa megamall, foodcourt, sa may greenich pa talaga,
Doon tumatambay, nagmamagic sa barya.
Minsan gumawa ako ng pasalubong sa kanya
Makunat at napaka tigas na yema,
Kapag daw kumapit sa ngipin nya
Dalawang araw ng nakalipas, nakakapit pa.

Maraming mga araw na kami ay Masaya
Lalo na tuwing kami ay magkasama
Kung may pasalubong sya, malimit ay yema;
At hati sa ulam kapag walang pera.

Magpaalam man at lumikas
Pagkakaibigan naming ay walang wakas
Magkahiwalay man kami ng landas,
Alam naming magkikita pa rin kami,
kundi man ngayon sa darating na bukas...

Ako at ang Binibini

(I wrote this Poem last 2006 and later translate it to tagalog... hope you'll all like it...)

(original title The Lady and I)

Ako at ang Binibini
By: Ditz

Sabi nila, minsan lang daw dumarating ang tunay na pag ibig
Marahil tama sila, dahil naramdaman ko na ang pag-ibig nay un,
Sa buhay ko, Minsan na akong nagmahal ng tunay
Pero naging balakid ang aming relihiyon
Taus puso ko nang natangap kung sino siya at ganon din siya sa akin
at ganon din siya sa akin,
Pero pilit kaming pinaglalayo ng mga taong nasa paligid namin
Hindi ko alam kung bakit
Isa akong Muslim at Kristiano naman siya
Nakilala ko siya sa isang unives\rsidad kung saan ako nag-aaral
Matalino at maganda sa parehong panlabas at panloob niyang kaanyuan
Palakaibigan pero palaban sa sino mang gustong manloloko sa kanya
Kwela at magaling makisama
Magugustuhan niyo talaga ang kanyang ugali
Lalo na kung titingin siya sa iyo at sasabihing
“Pasensya kana, hindi ko sinasadya”
Mabait at mabuting Ate sa kanyang mga kapatid
At mapagmahal na anak sa kanyang magulang
Siguradong kaya ka niyang pangitiin
Sa kanyang simpleng pamamaraan
Napapasaya niya ako
Kung malungkot ako
Nariyan siya parati
Kung ako’y nagdadalamhati
Magagawa niyang puti ang lahat
Kapag ito’y itim na
Siya ang pinakamapagmahal na taong nakilala ko
Magalaing mag-alaga, maalalahanin, maunawain at malambing
Isang tunay na anghel

Pero naging balakid ang aming relihiyon
At pilit kaming pinaglalayo ng mga taong nasa paligid namin
At hindi ko alam kung bakit
Kahit na mahal naming isat-isa
At tangap naming ang kaibahan namin
Mahirap parin ang lahat sa aming dalawa
Kase pilit kaming pinaglalayo ng mga taong nasa paligid namin
Hindi nila kami maintindihan o sadyang ayaw nila kaming intindihin
Mapaghusga ang mga tao, hindi nila iniisip ang nararamdaman namin
Kahit na anong pagpapaliwanag
Sinasabi parin nilang mali kami
At hindi kami para sa isat-isa


Hindi nila alam na siya ang umaakay sa akin
Sa tuwing nadadapa ako
Tinulungan niya akong maging ako
Siya ang aking anghel, ang pag-ibig sa buhay ko
Pero naging balakid ang aming relihiyon

At pilit kaming pinaglalayo ng mga taong nasa paligid namin

At hindi ko alam kung bakit
Siya ang pangarap ng lahat ng kalalakihan
Siya ang nagpapasaya sa akin, siya ang buhay ko
Lahat ng tungkol sa kanya ang nasa isip ko
Siya ang aking ugali
Ang mga titig niya ay nagsusumamo
At ang kanyang labi ang mapangakit
Isa akong bilango ng pag-ibig
At sa tuwing hahawakan ko ang kanyang mga kamay
Umiibig ako muli
At isang araw ng Sabado habang umuulan
Niyakap niya ako at binigyan ng isang sulat
Hinalikan niya ako at nagpaalam
Tumalikod siya at naglakad papalayo
Puno ng luha ang kanyang mga mata
At binasa ko ang kanyang sulat
At ito ang gusto niyang sabihin
“Sa loob ng anim na taon minahal kita ng tunay
Tinangap kung sino ka
Inintindi ko at binasa ang laman ng isip mo
Salamat at minahal mo ako ng sobra-sobra
Salamat at dumating ka
Salamat sa lahat
Mahal na mahal kita
Pero naging balakid ang aming relihiyon
At pilit taying pinaglalayo ng mga taong nasa paligid natin
At hindi ko alam kung bakit”

At ngayon nawala na ang relasyong aking inalagaan
Pero nangangarap parin ako at umaasa na
Baling araw magiging kami rin
Dahil minahal ko siya ng tunay at tinagap
at ganon din siya sa akin,
At alam ko, baling araw ay magkikita rin kami
At tanging hiling ko lang, sana, maging ok na ang lahat.

The Lady and I

The Lady and I
By: Ditz

They say that true love comes only once
Maybe it’s true because I felt that love before

In my life I truly fell in love only once
But our religion makes it complicated
I have truly learned to accept her and so as she
But the people around us kept us apart
And I don’t know why

I am a Muslim and she’s a Christian
I met her long time ago in the university where I studied
She’s a brainy beautiful girl both inside and out
Friendly yet snub to anybody who fooled her around
She’s funny and has a good sense of humor
You will truly like her attitude
Specially when she looks at you and says
“I’m sorry I didn’t mean it”
She’s a supportive and a good sister to her siblings
And a loving daughter to her parents

She can always make me smile
In her own simple way
She always cheer me up
When I feel blue
She’s always there for me
When time is gray
She can turn everything white
When everything is dark
She’s the most loving person I’ve ever met
Caring, thoughtful, understanding and charming
A real beauty of an angel

Again our religion makes it complicated
And the people around us kept us apart
And I don’t know why
Though we both truly love each other
And accepted our difference
Still everything is not easy for us
Because the people around us kept as apart
They don’t understand or they don’t want to understand
People are to judgmental, they don’t care about our feelings
No matter how we tried to explained
Still they say we are wrong
We’re not meant for each other


They don’t know that she’s the one who
Carries me every time I fell down
She helps me to become the person I am
She’s my angel; she’s the love of my life
And again our religion makes it complicated
And the people around us kept us apart
And we don’t know why

She’s nothing but every mans dream
She is my happiness, she’s my life
Everything about her is my interest
She is my hobby
Her looks could captivate your heart
Her lips could seduce your soul
I am nothing but a prisoner of love
Every time I held her in my arms
I fall in love again

Then one rainy Saturday afternoon
She hugs me tight, she hand me a letter
And kiss me good bye
She turns around and walks away
Full of tears in her eyes
Then I read her letter
This is what she has to say
“For 6 long years I have truly love you
Accepted you for what you are
Understand your inner thought
Thank you for loving me too much
Thank you for becoming my man
Thank you for everything
I love you very much
But our religion makes it complicated
And the people around us kept us apart
And I don’t know why”

Now I have lost that relationship
But still I am dreaming and hoping that
Someday it would be us again
Because I have truly love her and accepted her
And so as she, I know that someday we will meet again and
I wish everything would be all right then