Letter from a loving husband

An entry written by my father Jay Diwallay for my Mom when she passed away last July 19, 2012, perhaps this is also the reason why I can't focus on writing any entry to my blog because of what happened to her... I miss her so much...

Mr. and Mrs Diwallay

I loved her from the onset of our marriage on March 22, 1975 up to the last breath of her life on July 19, 2012, I was holding her forehead with my left hand, my right hand on her breast and sob my entire face unto her neck to determine her condition, but Allah was so kind and generous that she expired without me noticing any kind of struggle on her entire self, a second later I raise my head and told her elder sister that she has gone forever, tears from my eyes flow down my chick unnoticed although, I had vowed not to cry when she passed away, as her doctors told me to prepare everything for her but, then loved that binds us together for the last 37 years overwhelmed my faith in Allah..... and.... I began to cry silently, tears of love continually flow down, although it is unusual for a faithful men to do so, but upon returning to my perfect senses I said... Ya Allah I regret not of her passing, and to you I submit my wife for your forgiveness and a full blessing in your kingdom and send her to the highest of paradise that befit her as she is a woman pure in words and deeds...

From loving husband.

Jay Diwallay

Thank yo for Reading....

The Classic Pass

The Classic Pass – it is one of the oldest card sleights ever invented, and considered to be one of the most important techniques, the classic pass is older than any man alive today, it was first describe in the mid-18^th century, then in 1876 it illustrated in Hoffman‘s Modern Magic, since then the classic pass has become an essential to card sleights, it has many variation, some of these are called, jiggle pass, riffle pass, brick pass and so on and so forth.

In my video, I used a little of jiggle pass and my personal touch to the pass, I first learned this technique way back 2005, but I only begun practicing it last November 2011, I was looking for new staff when I remember this move, so I immediately grab my deck and begun practicing.

The Classic Pass – once done correctly is considered to be one of the most invisible card sleights, it is also an effective card controls, manipulations, and sometime can also be used as color change, the classic pass is an angle prone, so you must know your right angle, and is done without notice.

After several months of practicing... I finally got the guts to upload it... I know it’s not yet polished and smooth... but still I uploaded it... because I know this is the only way for me to know if I improved or not, your comment really mean a lot.

So here it is. (Sorry for the poor quality)...

The Classic Pass

Thank you for watching.




D"N.

KM3: TINIG (MINSAN MAY ISANG HURADO)

Mula pagkabata, matayog na ang aking pangarap, mataas na ang aking lipad, parating pasado ang marka sa aking grado, paborito ako ng aking mga guro, laging inilalaban sa lahat ng paligsahan, sabi nila magiging maayos daw ang aking buhay, magtatagumpay daw ako balang araw, Oo! masasabi kong tama sila, dahil lahat ay gagawin ko maging maayos lang ang aking kinabukasan.

Tuloy-tuloy ang agos ng ilog, tuluy-tuluy ang daloy ng panahon, bumuhas man ang ulan sumikat din ang araw, lumiwanag ang kalangitan, bago ko napagtanto, nakatapos na pala ako sa aking pag-aaral, sa lahat ng gabing ako’y nagsunog ng kilay, sa lahat ng aking pasakit upang makapag-aral, narito ako ngayon, nakaupo sa harap ng isang lamesang nasa gitna ng isang malaking bulwagan, napapalibutan ng maraming tao na nag-aabang sa aking sasabihin.

Naaalala ko ang sabi ni ina, “Mag-ingat ka anak, baka mapapahamak ka”, sadyang nagbabago ang lahat ng bagay, ang dating simpleng pagkatao ko, unti-unti nang nilalamon ng sistemang ginagawalan ko, dahil sa totoong buhay, tanging matatapang lang ang nagwawagi, tanging mga matatalino lang ang nagtatagumpay, isa ako sa kanila, kabilang ako sa mga taong kampeon ng bayan, ngunit sadyang ako’y nakalimot, may limitasyon pala ang lahat, may sukdulan ang paglalakbay at higit sa lahat may katapusan ang lahat ng pamamayagpag at pagpupugay.

Bago ko namalayan, tumigil na pala ang ikot ng mundo ko,  narito ako ngayon sa gitna pinagmamasdan ng maraming tao, lahat ay tahimik, naghihintay sa susunod na mangyayari, naghihintay sa aking isasalaysay, “Kagalang-galang na hukom, hindi ko po pag-aari ang na nasabing Bank Account”, papaano ko kaya malulusutan ang gulong ito, papaano ko kaya sila mapapaniwalang wala akong kinalaman dito.

Ako ang batas, ako ang katarungan, ako ang hukom, ako ang punong tagasakdal, ako ang maestro hurado, pero sa pagkakataong ito ako ang inaakusahan, sino ang aking tatakbuhan, sino ang aking kakapitan, kanino ako magsusumbong, kanino ako hihingi ng tulong? may boses ba ang katulad ko?

“Biktima rin ako” nais kong isigaw, pero wala na akong tinig at di na nila ako naririnig, dahil sa mga paratang sa akin, lahat sila’y nabingi.

Maraming salamat.