Melancholy

Behind my smile and joyful face is a totally murdered heart, it’s been a year or two since I’ve promised that I will let no one hurt me again but now here I am taking the same old path that I am used and still familiar with, it’s so hard to forget and forgive the past that’s been chasing you all around and always, the shadows of sadness and painful moments is still flooding in your lonely heart, the emptiness is reigning and again I am falling into misery and melancholy of heartache.

My mind are drowning again in glum and dismal, everything that I’ve set are falling apart again into pieces, I don’t wanna look back but it’s the memory of the confrontations and all that unsaid and done that lingers in my head, but what else could I do if she’s the one who pushes me away, it’s her decisions that turn me into dull cheerless prince, I cried and beg of course “Please don’t leave” but she’s not listening, I was standing before her but she can’t hear me, my tears are falling down and she’s just watching and letting it fall, she turns around and walked away, I never see her again, she left me in darkness alone and scared.

The sorrowful algorithm rules again, hatred and regrets caught me, F**K, I’m here again.

Until.....

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!

Roma-Roma-ma-ah!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-Roma-ma-ah!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

It was phone buzzing me up in Lady Gaga mode

Alarm clock snooze-off, time Check: 5:30 am,

Heow!!!

I was dreaming again.....


Damn!!! Makapag SALAH (Pray) na nga!!! …



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