Thursday, March 3, 2011

Melancholy


Behind my smile and joyful face is a totally murdered heart, it’s been a year or two since I’ve promised that I will let no one hurt me again but now here I am taking the same old path that I am used and still familiar with, it’s so hard to forget and forgive the past that’s been chasing you all around and always, the shadows of sadness and painful moments is still flooding in your lonely heart, the emptiness is reigning and again I am falling into misery and melancholy of heartache.

My mind are drowning again in glum and dismal, everything that I’ve set are falling apart again into pieces, I don’t wanna look back but it’s the memory of the confrontations and all that unsaid and done that lingers in my head, but what else could I do if she’s the one who pushes me away, it’s her decisions that turn me into dull cheerless prince, I cried and beg of course “Please don’t leave” but she’s not listening, I was standing before her but she can’t hear me, my tears are falling down and she’s just watching and letting it fall, she turns around and walked away, I never see her again, she left me in darkness alone and scared.

The sorrowful algorithm rules again, hatred and regrets caught me, F**K, I’m here again.

Until.....

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-Roma-ma-ah!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!
Roma-Roma-ma-ah!
Ga-ga-ooh-la-la!
Want your bad romance

It was phone buzzing me up in Lady Gaga mode

Alarm clock snooze-off, time Check: 5:30 am,

Heow!!!

I was dreaming again.....


Damn!!! Makapag SALAH (Pray) na nga!!! …



D"N



14 comments:

  1. wow hanep kala ko serious na..jejeje
    drawing u pu b ung pic?

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  2. ninakaw ko po yang drawing na yan ky Mang Google... ehehehe... parati ko po napapanaginipan sya,,, yung araw na naghiwalay kami.... untill now,...

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  3. aw! ok na eh... napakanta ka naman :)

    sana it is just a dream... kase being in that situation is like facing hell!

    dumaan :) ex-link?

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  4. mawawala ang dinaramdam kapag uminom ng san miguel beer,hehe..

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  5. nyahahaha.... weeehhh? feeling ko tuloy Al totoong hinanakit toh.. hahahah hmmm..pajoke joke ka pa.

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  6. mahirap intindihin.. pero dapat nating harapin...

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  7. wag magpapalipas ng gutom hehehe siguraduhing may laman ang tiyan bago matulog..

    at kung sakaling may pianghuhugutan ka nyan eh.. emperador light ang katapat hahaha.. walang hangover..

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  8. pansin ko lang, nkaka nosebleed na mga post mo now ah.. hahaha! panaginip pala..:))

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  9. parang ung kay kamila lang..ang pinagkaiba lang e, ito ay kalungkotan, ung kay kamila, ka-cheesy-ha..hehe

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  10. @Parekoy: tama... eemperador na to..... ehehehe

    @Mommy-Razz: opo... panaginip na naman... ehehhe

    @Akoni: it was real actually... napanaginipan ko na naman siya yesturday night.. ang di lang totoo dyan yung nagsalah ako... eeheheh... kung nagsusulat na ako ng ganyan... malamang napanaginipan ko na naman siya or something reminds me of her...

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  11. langya muntik na ako maiyak. yun pala nanaginip ka lang. akala ko unang post mo na ito na hindi ako matatawa. nagkamali ako.. hehe.. love it!

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  12. @Mayen: ehehe... nakakatawa ba... pero totoo yan... talagang drama yan...

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